To whomever it may concern

“Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.” - Psalm 119:105

“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” - Psalm 23:4

     Surely if there is darkness, there is a light source creating that darkness.  Imagine yourself walking in a narrow valley; it is dark because the sun casts light upon the valleys, creating shadows.  May His glory be revealed.

@2 months ago with 1 note
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Coming Home

Just something I wrote during break… all glory to God


Coming back home, it’s been a rough semester
A roller coaster ride, Kings Dominion Dominator

——Loops, twirls and all them fancy s***

like it’s already been a year, inability to just sit

and relax, like them old folks do it

wish I could go to retirement and just say screw it

but that’s not the life God set out for me

he has a plan, so please excuse the controversy

That I’m about to spit
and let you in on my mind no counterfeit

So here I go, buckle down, and let me introduce you

To what’s been goin on, what I’ve gone through

[pause]

 Okay, God knew I would struggle

Maybe just a little, naw make that double

the amount that I thought I would only go through

It’s been 6 months and if only I knew
that things would be this hard in the first place

Never even had a trace

I’d be stuck in this place
seemingly no escape route available

seemingly uncontrollable

my mind racing all over places, unmanageable

 Lord, I asked you for a state of peace and

Just an answer from you to say yes and

Give me the things I desire and want and

Bring me happiness along with joy and smiles and

 Back—-track just for a minute
I tend to limit his awesome power, it ain’t finite

So let’s just have faith in him, the one who’s worthy
of all praise, and glory that he deserves surely

 Yeah, I keep telling myself that
Lord, you can’t do anything beyond reason that

My mind just can’t find the right tools that
would instill in me hope and satisfaction that

 But, I threw all that away

Renewed by the Holy Spirit and brought from astray

Lord I thank you for your promises and faithfulness
that brighten, satisfy my day and bring me nothing less

I know you fulfill that which are your promises
But only when I seek your Holy Kingdom and your righteousness

So may I rest in that and enter a love relationship

That is filled with abounding faith and love, an eternal partnership

 ———-I need nothing more but you

You are my all, my everything that really gets me through

Be bold, be courageous, no need to feel alone
Lord you’re calling me back, I’m here, I’m coming home

@2 months ago with 6 note and 110 play

Spring Break D6,7,8,9,10

I always fail to update tumblr…….
I don’t remember what I did each day, but I remember sleeping a lot haa
Sleeping at 9pm, waking up at 12, then going out and coming home at 4am….chilling what was i thinking.. by the way, the moon was a crazy color and a crazy size.. i was just driving and bam it filled my windshield holy.
Yes, aside from these midnight excursions, I just really wanted to spend more time at home this break, and so I literally didn’t see anyone the first 4 days.. Then the 5th day I randomly decided to go to tutti frutti and saw tech friends that I did not expect to see, but regardless reallyyyyy happy to see. (excuse my lack of social skills… I didn’t talk with anyone until then)  Visited centreville high school for the first time because of my sister’s band festival.  So huge.  Relaxed at home lots.  Put my dog on the kitchen counter so it would stop barking; got yelled at by my sister.  Put my dog in the library so it would stop barking at night when i walked in real late; got yelled at by my family.  Friends slept over and at 5am, dragged my half-asleep friends to 7-11 to get their hot dogs.  The next day visited Richmond, got TT Lounge, visited a good friend’s, got hit in the rear bumper by a motorcycle….. ate at CARYTOWN BURGER oh man; that place never gets old.  Came home, passed out, woke up at midnight and went to midnight chill with a good friend at the usual.  Last day, chilled with a good friend til real late then came home, slept, woke up, packed real quick… then left for tech! 
This break was just a good time of relaxing and just resting in God. MAN it was some good rest ahah.  and.. life without facebook is actually pretty aiighttt… but looking over my roomie’s shoulder as he scrolls down the news feed.. i was so amazed by facebook..
and I just ate the most awesome-tasting cheese (5 actually) in the world.  Those that want to try it, hit me up.

@2 months ago with 1 note

Crazy Adventure….

So.. it was 2am and I was going to do my qt, but that kinda conflicted with me wanting to hang out with my best friend at this hour… however it ended up that she couldn’t go, so then randomly I decided I would go to DC and spend time with God there.  the heck?!?! As i’m reflecting on that moment, i’m kinda just questioning why that even came up at that time…. I drove there without question, went above the speed limit and passed a cop… (thank God i didn’t get caught) and when I was near the capitol, I had the random urge to get some 7-11, so I went to look for it.  In D.C. the traffic lights are really confusing.. and I accidentally went on a red light and I saw a flash.  danggggg… so a camera caught me running the red light, and there will probably be a large fee… sigh.  Anyways, then I saw the capitol again and just randomly parked on the side and walked over.  I sat right in front of the capitol and just sat there LOL while there were cops guarding the entrances…  I took out my bible/notebook and just had qt, right there.  It was surprisingly really relaxing since it was so quiet and nobody was around.  But while I was praying, I heard a bike roll up, and I opened my eyes to see a cop…. wow.  Okay what does this dude want.  He asked me the usual, and just explained how it wasn’t normal to see anyone in front of the capitol at this hour.. LOLL at the moment I thought he was crazy.. but nahh I was crazy..  I explained and he lastly just asked to check my backpack.  The check-up was going quickly until he saw my i-clickr.  He questioned what it was and I explained that it was used in class to take quizzes…  I feel like he thought I was a terrorist and that the i-clickr was the remote to it…HAHA… oh mann

One verse that God gave me over at the capitol was Psalm 23, specifically verse 3- “he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul.”  It’s crazy because he did just that.  He brought me a temporary peace and relaxation in DC, but at the same time he restored my crazy,spontaneous soul that I had forgotten about.  God is good…. but man, i’m still questioning how crazy I was… He truly does have a purpose in everything….
All I can say to myself is this: Be obedient and God will lead.  Amen………. holycow.

@2 months ago with 5 notes

Spring Break D1,2,3,4

Spring break has been just a time of much needed rest and peace. ohhhh man, when things are quiet and peaceful, your mind just loves to go to all sorts of stressful places.  But amidst all this, your mind also goes to Jesus. WOOH.  Spending time with Him this break has been just amazing.  On Friday, just came home, chilled with the fam a bit and relaxeddd.  later past midnight, just went out for a random drive…. oh how i missed my car.  Saturday, woke up at 5… holy cow… and it was time for dinner.  Actually bought a mic and reallyyyy excited to get it and start recording AW YEAH.  Sunday, woke up at 10, and wow it was a beautiful day.  All smiles, and it was weird.  i actuallyknew what the service was gonna be on.  I arrived at church, and hearing the message of the praise songs, I was right.  The service was on Faith and trust; no doubt God spoke to me that morning and that service. so awesome…. also got to catch up with some old church friends.  afterwards got to chill at home with a good friend of mine and catch up.  Monday, i woke up at 12!! all-time record. but then i slept and woke up at 3. aigo.  Spontaneously decided to get a haircut, went grocery shopping with mom and the sister, then ate me-oohn dwejiboolgogi for dinner! mmm. and God I know you’re working, so please excuse my need for immediate answers/results….  PC

@2 months ago

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djo325:

“Over-thinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, twists things around, makes you worry and just makes everything much worse than it actually is”-some person on twitter who says their will smith

Unfortunately I’m one of those people who think to much…not that thinking is a bad thing but your mind…


Agreed brotha agreed….

@2 months ago with 3 notes

Thank You God

Thank you god so much for this cheese… it never ceases to bring a smile to my face

@2 months ago

Spring Break Day 5

I got pwned by God today……. it’s almost like he called me a loser indirectly HAHAHA…he’s so funny…

Spent good time with family. Had the random urge to get froyo.. after waking up.. and no froyo place exists here in Lorton, so I drove all the way to tutti frutti in centreville.. 40 mins.. dang.  Bumped into a whole lottaa people there o.o.  Came home and just chilled with my friend, his name is Jesus.  Ever meet him? You should… and it’s 4am and i’m being reallll weird right now..
ohmy. pc

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Like the stars in the sky

Ever since I pointed out the Big Dipper to a friend, I’ve never failed to take a moment to just go outside, chill, and look for the 3 stars that form a handle, and 4 that make up a rectangular shaped bowl.  And every time, just sitting there makes me think of the heavenly father. The Big Dipper is visible all 4 seasons, every hour of the night.  The stars remain in the sky even during the day.  Essentially the Big Dipper is present 24/7.  This just got me thinking.  God is always there.  Through all the seasons we go through, and every hour of the day, he is watching over us and orchestrates the universe as he suits best for each and every one of us.  Wow. Even me being on tumblr is a wow… considering I said I would give up this and Facebook for lent, and asked my sister to change the passwords to something crazy difficult, and I got it on the first try…. Funny how I had the random urge to get back on tumblr rather than facebook.  Perhaps God has a reason for this… haaa.  See even small things like figuring out passwords, or ending up breaking into tumblr rather than facebook, God is orchestrating!  A conductor of an orchestra must take care to keep every instrument going his way, and not theirs.  God is the conductor, and we are the instruments. And… back to stars. Yes, stars are beautiful, and so is God. :)

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