Coming Home
Just something I wrote during break… all glory to God
Coming back home, it’s been a rough semester
A roller coaster ride, Kings Dominion Dominator
——Loops, twirls and all them fancy s***
like it’s already been a year, inability to just sit
and relax, like them old folks do it
wish I could go to retirement and just say screw it
but that’s not the life God set out for me
he has a plan, so please excuse the controversy
That I’m about to spit
and let you in on my mind no counterfeit
So here I go, buckle down, and let me introduce you
To what’s been goin on, what I’ve gone through
[pause]
Okay, God knew I would struggle
Maybe just a little, naw make that double
the amount that I thought I would only go through
It’s been 6 months and if only I knew
that things would be this hard in the first place
Never even had a trace
I’d be stuck in this place
seemingly no escape route available
seemingly uncontrollable
my mind racing all over places, unmanageable
Lord, I asked you for a state of peace and
Just an answer from you to say yes and
Give me the things I desire and want and
Bring me happiness along with joy and smiles and
Back—-track just for a minute
I tend to limit his awesome power, it ain’t finite
So let’s just have faith in him, the one who’s worthy
of all praise, and glory that he deserves surely
Yeah, I keep telling myself that
Lord, you can’t do anything beyond reason that
My mind just can’t find the right tools that
would instill in me hope and satisfaction that
But, I threw all that away
Renewed by the Holy Spirit and brought from astray
Lord I thank you for your promises and faithfulness
that brighten, satisfy my day and bring me nothing less
I know you fulfill that which are your promises
But only when I seek your Holy Kingdom and your righteousness
So may I rest in that and enter a love relationship
That is filled with abounding faith and love, an eternal partnership
———-I need nothing more but you
You are my all, my everything that really gets me through
Be bold, be courageous, no need to feel alone
Lord you’re calling me back, I’m here, I’m coming home